i texted him last night and told him i was sorry for ignoring him all week..but i wanted to take a step back and take a break for a while...he didnt respond.

yeah it is...im basically going to tell him...that i like him...and then i will tell him im mad cuz i know he will never get over saydi..and im tired of wasting my time.

wow..i reaaaaaalllllllly hopes he asks me...cuz then he will actually like UNDERSTAND

uh yeah..and im pretty much glad that i made my decision now...cuz otherwise i would be even more mad..and i hope that he asks me about it cuz im totally going to let it rip..and he is just going to be ripped! all over! and everywhere!

so i was walking...and watching at the same time..:) and i saw stupid face purposely bump into manda...and then they had a lil ..."haha...flirty flirty..."

that's kinda what i was thinking..and im also not sure he would never be able to get over what happened with saydi...so ...it would be impossible to be with him anyway..