Yesterday, my grammy died. She went into the hospital on monday because she was having a hard time breathing, and tuesday she was getting better, on wensday she was move up to the ICU because her breathing go worse, and on thrusday we found out she had a massice tumor in her lungs, and diead 45 minutes later, with us all around her.
 I'm glad that it went qick, and she wasnt in any pain, and that we were all there with her. Letting her know we all love and cherish her. And telling her she would be with grandpa soon. Wich does help.And now she is wilth all her brothers and sisters. She lost her last living brother just 2 weeks ago. So now all 10 kids are up there having a much needed family renunen.  It's been 8 years sence grandpa died, and thats all she wanted in the last 8 yeas to be with him again, it's no wonder, they were married 57 years!

 So the never few weeks, months are going to be, well, hetic. of course.... so much is going to change now.
 I live with my mom & dad, and my grandma... we all lived together, i help her out, and whatnot. But now that's she's gone, we can't afford the house we are living in anymore.... So we having to figuare out something...
 Anywho, I'm not one usually asking for prayer or good thoughts, but right now we need it.
 Sorry for all the misspelled words and the hurriedness of this , but i'm sure you all quite understand...
 so, yeah, I'll be here, there, everywhere for a while, poping in when i need a break from everything thats going on....

 Thank you all! you are all amazing and i'm glad I have this little community to talk to!

 <3

I wanted to thank you all for the thoughts and prayers. My grandma is doing better. She is back home with us. A little more forgetfull then before, but other then that, she's back to normal!

 Also, I thought I let you all know what's new with me... Just before Mother's Day I started volunteering at a old folks / rehabilitative center. I work about 15 hours a week. It's been a lot of fun and a lot of hard work! I work with the actativies director, every other Tuesday we have an outing, and I'm responsible for 3 of them, we have craft days, bingo, and I do room visits. This last Tuesday we had a 50's Ice Cream Social, where we made them sundays and played 50's nusic and dressed up! Were always trying to find new craft ideas and things to do with them, if you have any suggestions, I'd love to hear them!
 So, yeah, anywho, that's pretty much what Iv been up to...