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Looking through many of my posts, I realize that I have only shared bits and pieces of the whole that makes me who I am. People have made comments that the last few posts I did seemed somewhat more exposing than past posts. When I... See more » Looking through many of my posts, I realize that I have only shared bits and pieces of the whole that makes me who I am. People have made comments that the last few posts I did seemed somewhat more exposing than past posts. When I first came to TIBU, I did write a few personal posts, though when I first arrived I wasn't in the loop yet so many went unnoticed.. Now that I am some what exposed I figured why not take in to the next level. Tonight I stand before you naked, For those of you , who have read my past writings, you have some pieces to the puzzle that makes me. Some of you have listened in to the radio show I do with Bigdog, and have caught parts of my personality there. Nothing like what I am going to expose to you tonight. I Live my life like an open book, my writing really shouldn't be any different. I will tell you all who I am through my eyes. I am a mother, and not as good of one as I would like to be, so each day I try harder to improve. I am the oldest child of my family , so I am used to taking charge of situations when it calls for it. I am the one that people call when they need to talk. I was a wife twice, currently still hold the title, but no longer consider myself to be one. Yeah OK, this is still general information, I am getting to the good stuff. I used to be able to do more things outside of my home, in my younger years, I suppose you would call them, but considering that I had 6 children at the age of 24 I gave up somethings to gain others. Now I know many of you are wondering if that 6 is a typo, it isn't I have two step children I lost when I divorced my first husband, the oldest is 21 now and the younger one turned 16 this year. I haven't seen them in over 4 years, but love them the same as I did all those years ago. That is something that doesn't change, I know my ex had something to do with the fact that they haven't contacted me, and they've moved so I haven't been able to contact them. It is a pain I carry with me daily, I didn't give birth to these children, but love them still now with all my heart. In between the birth of my middle child and my twins I had two miscarriages, one very , very early on 3 weeks in at most, the other I was 3 months pregnant, I still think about the children I would of had, though I am thankful for the ones I have with me now. Being a single mother I am unable to do the things I wanted to do with my children. In some senses I feel robbed, I wanted to be the at home mom that had time to do everything with them. Life doesn't always work out that way, though I do not regret where I am at. I have many hobbies, aside from writing, I draw, cook, garden, sew, crochet, fish keep, follow sports, fish, among many other things. I haven't had as much time to do those things lately but still love every single one of them. I am a born procrastinator, literally , my mom was in hard labor with me for 72 hours, I am reminded at least once a year.. So there are many things in my life unfinished, for example I should be cleaning house right now , instead of writing all of this down.. eh there is always tomorrow. I hope to one day save the world, no really. I like to think that I can do it one person at a time, one good deed after another. I live to place a smile on someones face. Put everyone else before myself. That is a blessing and a curse, because I become tried of how I look and feel, but I will put it off if there is something I do for someone else. Its not that I NEED other peoples approval, its just who I am. I care too much for others, and I refuse to change that, just need to work time in for myself as well. I guess it comes from low self esteem, surprise you? yeah I didn't think so, I have a good knowledge of who I am , what I can do and what I can't most times, though I constantly find the urge to place too much on my proverbial plate. To many balls in the air at one time as it were. I find myself at times wondering what it is that people see in me. I see an average person, with a large heart. Scattered most times, I look in the mirror and see someone I vaguely See less »

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I Live my life like an open book, my writing really shouldn't be any different. I will tell you all who I am through my eyes.

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